I'll probably cool off in the morning, but at this point, I'm just over this club.
I used to always wear my jersey everywhere - even in the off-season -, and I wore it with pride, because I f**king love this club. At times throughout my life, this club kept me happy and got me through tough times.
But now I'm simply embarrassed and ashamed, and it's not because of barbs other fans throw my way - it's because if the players don't ooze confidence and self-belief, how am I supposed to believe in them?
I'm embarrassed and ashamed because, like a loved one going through a rough patch, I've invested my emotions and money into this club, but received nought in return.
I'm sure it sounds melodramatic now, and come morning, I'll be back to my usual self - but right now, I'm empty, fed up and over this club that takes so much from us, but delivers so little.
While I will get over it, I sincerely hope the people in charge - players, coaches, administrators - read this, because you all need a massive kick up the arse.
I'm done with this emotionally exhausting, demanding club. At least, in the short-term.