Roosters hooker Sam Verrills' heartbreaking grand final inspiration
By WWOS staff
3 hours ago
Roosters grand final hooker Sam Verrills will carry a heartbreaking inspiration into Sunday's decider: the memory of his late brother.
Jack Verrills took his own life, aged just 20. He is in Sam's thoughts every game day.
"It was a pretty tough time for my family and I play every game with my brother's initials on my wrist. He's definitely there. Every week you can tell," Sam told Nine's Danny Weidler.
"I miss him every day. So does (the) family."
Sam Verrills was captain of Manly's Harold Matthews under-16s team at the time. Rugby league became his escape - right from the morning after the tragedy.
"Sam just said to us, 'I have to go and play football', and he left that morning to play football," mother Kimberly Verrills said. "Total escape."
Father Mark Verrills added: "It took his mind away from everything."
Jack worked on boats on Sydney Harbour, which was always his dream. He was also a junior rugby league hooker who taught Sam the tricks of the trade.
Jack was a full-throttle player and broke his back at 15, a setback that Sam has previously said sent his brother into a "downward spiral".
Still, Jack's decision to take his own life was incredibly hard to understand and devastated his family.
"In the week leading up to it, I thought, 'Something's wrong here' ... and I was like a deer in the headlights," Mark Verrills said.
"I froze. I didn't know what to do. If I had that week over again, I would do 180 degrees, totally different."
Kimberly Verrills said that she felt proud knowing Sam played football to honour Jack.
"Because every day, he pushes through and achieves what he wants to achieve," she said.
While Jack is always there in spirit, his parents couldn't resist taking part of him along to the Roosters' preliminary final win over Melbourne.
"We've got his ashes at home and we grabbed some of his ashes and took them with us," Kimberly Verrills said.
"Kind of weird for some people to hear that, but we did that. It's nice to do that. (Sam) said it was a bit weird!"
The whole family, including two other brothers - Billy and Oliver - will be thinking of Jack as they watch Sam play the biggest game of his life on Sunday: a grand final against the Canberra Raiders.
"Sam will be thinking about him, definitely," Mark Verrills said.
Kimberly Verrills: "We'll all be thinking about him, wishing that he was with us."
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