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BEN Ross has held urgent talks with Sharks coach Ricky Stuart fearing his career at Cronulla is over.
The development emerged yesterday following a horror month for the Cronulla prop that included:
*Losing 9kg in two weeks from a serious illness to be the lightest he's been in almost 10 years
*Being overlooked by Queensland Origin selectors
* Rumours he's unwanted in the Shire
* Having his $60,000 utility stolen.
Amid claims his $400,000-a-year contract could be torn up, Ross spoke to The Sunday Telegraph about the most tumultuous month of his career.
"It's been extremely hard,'' he said.
"I've been talking to my mum and dad and my girl about what's going on in my life ... it's a month I'd love to forget.
"If I end up getting told to leave the Sharks, I don't know what I'm going to do. I love the club, I never want to leave the Sharks. It's my life here now.
"I was looking to buy a house but I've just got to sit back and see where I'm going.
"Next year's uncertain and I keep telling my girl that I don't know if I'll be at Cronulla.
"The boys ask me what's going on and in my head I want to stay but my gut feeling is that I won't be here next year.''
Tormented by speculation over his future, Ross was to meet with Stuart yesterday.
He also revealed that a severe case of the mumps had battered him physically. Ross was violently ill following the Sharks' 13-12 golden-point loss to the Roosters two weeks ago.
He returned to training for the first time on Thursday and remains in doubt for tomorrow night's clash with the Dragons.
"I must have played with it on the Saturday night because a couple of days after that, anything I ate just came straight back up,'' Ross said.
"I've got bile burns on my lips from where I spewed non-stop.
"I've never felt that bad before. I dropped to 103kg ... I'm slowly putting it back on now.
"It's a month that I can't leave behind quick enough with everything that's going on ... andmy car being stolen. I hope to turn it around.''
It's understood Newcastle and his former club St George Illawarra head a healthy list of options for Ross should the Sharks let him go.
Despite his determination to stay with Cronulla, Ross admitted the Dragons' interest had appeal.
"They're a strong team and as far as proximity to the Shire, it would suit,'' Ross said.
"But the bottom line is I just want to play for the Sharks right now. I know I still have plenty to offer and I haven't given up hope of playing in the last Origin game.
"All I know is that everything I do on the field right now, I'll be busting a gut for the club.
The development emerged yesterday following a horror month for the Cronulla prop that included:
*Losing 9kg in two weeks from a serious illness to be the lightest he's been in almost 10 years
*Being overlooked by Queensland Origin selectors
* Rumours he's unwanted in the Shire
* Having his $60,000 utility stolen.
Amid claims his $400,000-a-year contract could be torn up, Ross spoke to The Sunday Telegraph about the most tumultuous month of his career.
"It's been extremely hard,'' he said.
"I've been talking to my mum and dad and my girl about what's going on in my life ... it's a month I'd love to forget.
"If I end up getting told to leave the Sharks, I don't know what I'm going to do. I love the club, I never want to leave the Sharks. It's my life here now.
"I was looking to buy a house but I've just got to sit back and see where I'm going.
"Next year's uncertain and I keep telling my girl that I don't know if I'll be at Cronulla.
"The boys ask me what's going on and in my head I want to stay but my gut feeling is that I won't be here next year.''
Tormented by speculation over his future, Ross was to meet with Stuart yesterday.
He also revealed that a severe case of the mumps had battered him physically. Ross was violently ill following the Sharks' 13-12 golden-point loss to the Roosters two weeks ago.
He returned to training for the first time on Thursday and remains in doubt for tomorrow night's clash with the Dragons.
"I must have played with it on the Saturday night because a couple of days after that, anything I ate just came straight back up,'' Ross said.
"I've got bile burns on my lips from where I spewed non-stop.
"I've never felt that bad before. I dropped to 103kg ... I'm slowly putting it back on now.
"It's a month that I can't leave behind quick enough with everything that's going on ... andmy car being stolen. I hope to turn it around.''
It's understood Newcastle and his former club St George Illawarra head a healthy list of options for Ross should the Sharks let him go.
Despite his determination to stay with Cronulla, Ross admitted the Dragons' interest had appeal.
"They're a strong team and as far as proximity to the Shire, it would suit,'' Ross said.
"But the bottom line is I just want to play for the Sharks right now. I know I still have plenty to offer and I haven't given up hope of playing in the last Origin game.
"All I know is that everything I do on the field right now, I'll be busting a gut for the club.