Hey, thanks for opening and sharing, it's a big thing to open up about personal stuff like that. I use to be a sufferer of Bi polar over 10 years ago and have dealt with the demons of suicide. I am sorry for your loss with your brother.
We live in a media society that cowards anonymously quote and say derogatory comments about other player without having the balls to put their name to it. Case in point is Hayne - you read the papers and players and coaches allegedly say he is not a team player and has an attitude player etc. Why don't these cowards face up to Hayne to (and reveal their names) are the journalists just making it up with hidden agendas?