It's a bittersweet situation. On one hand, I'm madly in love with this girl and she's madly in love with me. She talked last night about how I 'hold my heart in my hands' and how she can see us being happy together for a long time. But at the same time, the idea of being away from her for extended periods of time sucks. Six weeks when she finishes and then, depending on things, maybe a month or two before we can take a job someplace.
I'm trying to take it a day at a time. See how we go with these two months together and, if things are going well, I'm prepared to commit to making plans with her for next year.
She's a very special girl. I'm lucky to have her.