There's obviously a whole lot i have to explain, apologize for and the like..it can't all be said here, but as an attempt..
To anyone who came to Marion Bay to see the band i f**ked up and take total responsibility for my actions. I've got some problems with intoxicants that i haven't dealt with in a long time and it's come back and bit me big time..not to go on with it but when i fall over bash my head and play a crap show with and to, people i care about then i gotta take whatever gets thrown at me.Playing music saved my brain and my life and i've lost the ability to pour my guts out without doing harm to other people and myself. Only concussion or brain damage would make me lash out at my little brother Dave, he's precious to me in ways you couldn't imagine. Playing as f**ked as that isn't something i can't pass off, i hate myself for it. The opportunity to play in front of people with my friends is a thing i've never taken for granted and love more now than ever. I think about it all the freakin time and it's taken a toll even on the people i love most my wife and daughter coz of my obsessive attention to it. Apart from jus' loving the physical stimulation of it the oppotunity to do it for 15 years of this life gat me out of another hole i dug for myself. Why i have chosen to almost destroy it is something i wrestle with constantly, whether it was that all my heroes were junkies and drunks can't be it only, i've gotta figure out why it's deeper than that.
The constant references to hippy shit take how you will but anyone who has listened to the band or seen old photos knows i'm a closet anyhoo, and that it's a rallying cry to tear into something different for 45 minutes, while we get called Who wannabees behind our backs(and in front of our noses) for 15 years we, or i, shout it, hopefully, in the humor it should be taken. Good luck to anybody out trying, i'll be mopping up yer band room in 2 years.
I'm sorry from the bottom of my rotten gut to people who were disappointed. I love this band and the people who've given us a go for so long.I don't want my daughter to see me as a f**kup and so i promise to her to get it together.
Maybe see you sometime,Tim Rogers.