I don't know how others felt watching it, but when the footage of '85, '92, '93, '96, '99, '05 & '06 was run, it simply reminded me that I didn't actually celebrate to the extent I thought I would. I really only felt relief.
I suffered badly in '85 because we were denied the chance by 1 point to cap off the most dominant club performance in the history of rugby league in this country.
In '92 I was disappointed but was happy we'd got there after 7 years of absolute second rate crap. Mind you this was erased during the Price / Jowls era where we were sub chewie level. If we're ever worse than that, I'll quit the game. (f**k true believing when that sh*t is dished up)
In '93 I was definitely p*ssed. We were in form, had momentum & the Drongos were busted. It was a boringly crappy game & we lost to a club subsequently proven to be rorting the cap.
In '96 I was simply in awe of Waite's effort & the club's personnel (except Tallis). Getting there is the club's greatest achievement. Losing sucked but I was absolutely proud of the group.
In '99 I suffered. That sucked & I hate talking about it.
In '05 we had a team that could storm the gates of hell & lost. That sucked & I hate talking about it.
In '06 I just felt we wouldn't beat the scum (who also were found to be rorting) so whilst disappointed (again!) I accepted it. I'd point out however that that finals series highlighted to me that Browneye could coach! We played two completely different styles 2 weeks in a row under pressure and won. Our effort against the Drongos was simply outstanding.
'09 sucked balls but I was again happy we'd climbed the table to win a minor premiership for the first time since '85. I just felt we'd lose to the Drongos in Brisbane given what happened in the first semi.
In '10 after the game, I remember simply posting some messages in LU & then went to bed. I was actually surprised I didn't f*c-k about more.
I agree with 99% with this, it was a relief seeing the Red V win it, I personally have become more emotional with other sports, which is quite strange, when the Dragons have been my number 1 team since the late 70's, for example when Liverpool came back from the dead to beat Barcelona to win the Club Championship for the 6th time.
For me the passion towards the whole game is not the same anymore-
85 loss , 86-90 diabolical, 93 Loss, 96 Mathew Ridge, 99 dagger to the heart worst GF Loss ripped off, 05, 06 missed opportunity, 2011 could have won back to back but Mr Big Ego did his job then pissed off, thanks for the 1 night stand, 2012-2020 forced suffering from the BOD, We Should have had a new coach for the Start of the 2017 season, but wasted a further 4 years of nothingness, the icing of the cake is seeing Scumulla, Souffs win GF's and the Cherry on top is seeing the Number 1 Rorters in the game go on to win 3 premierships and a possible fourth.