St. Brett
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I only have one more thing to say on this matter.
I, myself, suffer from some form of depression with highs and lows like a manic depressive. As well the Dr mentioned something about a little thing called schizophrenia.
Now, I don't take any illegal substances whatsoever.
I know that life's not one big party everyday. I don't go in search of a high. I don't need it.
People who meet me assume that I'm a junkie 'cause I'm so down.
When I see the likes of this guy it makes me mad that he lives a lie like this.
Why did he lead us astray all these years then?
Does it come down to Australia as a country?
Are we too proud when it comes to our manhood?
Is it the man thing to do to go to the pub and swear and hide your feelings and sh*t like that?
See, we can't speak out against sh*t like this or we'll be seen as pussies.
Let me tell you this....when I sit in that doctors chair and tell him how I hear voices and other stuff I'm belittled and it lets me know how small I am in life.
As soon as I leave his office I have my tail between my legs and it takes me months to rebuild my confidence.
Nobody wants to admit that they're a head case who hurt easy.
We have to be seen as tough and Aussie.
I guess this then becomes a image thing then.
It's a circle loop like a round-a-bout.
I, myself, suffer from some form of depression with highs and lows like a manic depressive. As well the Dr mentioned something about a little thing called schizophrenia.
Now, I don't take any illegal substances whatsoever.
I know that life's not one big party everyday. I don't go in search of a high. I don't need it.
People who meet me assume that I'm a junkie 'cause I'm so down.
When I see the likes of this guy it makes me mad that he lives a lie like this.
Why did he lead us astray all these years then?
Does it come down to Australia as a country?
Are we too proud when it comes to our manhood?
Is it the man thing to do to go to the pub and swear and hide your feelings and sh*t like that?
See, we can't speak out against sh*t like this or we'll be seen as pussies.
Let me tell you this....when I sit in that doctors chair and tell him how I hear voices and other stuff I'm belittled and it lets me know how small I am in life.
As soon as I leave his office I have my tail between my legs and it takes me months to rebuild my confidence.
Nobody wants to admit that they're a head case who hurt easy.
We have to be seen as tough and Aussie.
I guess this then becomes a image thing then.
It's a circle loop like a round-a-bout.