BM lies aside I know where your coming from
I was in a similar situation and as news broke off Melbournes punishments I joined thebaistand to try to help their fans through a difficult time, as they began to slide back in to living their team we'd have differences of opinion which lead to my being banned. .It was at this time silvertails became joinable as before that you needed a real email address and not a free one
The accessibility of that site was nearly my downfall, as a socially awkward but opinionated person clashes will always be inevitable but those so called people bar a few are silver spoon sucking merkins to which grammar and swearing (see passion) are not held in high regard
Then came cancer and depression sets in, I was stupidly stuck with a suicide threatening gf that I wanted no part of, I was trying to fix her so she could live, anyway as depression got worse the clashes with the favorites got more intense and like Lance Armstrong before me I had to win, I was banned for abusing a troll during the Ben Barba saga, forever
I finally realized that stuck up merkins aren't for me anyway, they are the type of people that sit in the stands voiceless sucking down wine while real men, real fans are skulling Bourbon from a snuck in flask while beating our chests and screaming our lungs out to support our team and our colors
Cancer changed me a lot, I'm still socially awkward but f**k them, only in a riot would I help them and only because it's beneficial to my team to have them breathe but I still plan to make my own site where passionate fans can socialize without being ostricized for not having silvertails, I went from unemployed to security and buying my own xr8 which gave me confidence to leave that bitch,find my type of girl who unfortunately goes for holden
Almost forgot, left security and got a Ranger (the xr8 did it's job now hopefully helping someone else) and became a Courier for a major company
Point of the story, lose a nut and find a good bitch
Uhm no that's not it.... find your way to confidence and your life will change for the better, get what you want most even if it's a penis extending family supercar and use it to grow yourself, if that doesn't work get a xbox one and call everyone a homo
But seriously that car was my salvation, it was everything I am
Strong, powerful, loud, agile as a besser brick, sporty, nice bulge but under all that bravado and muscle (or fat) a family guy who just hasn't made a family.... yet.... Under construction
And yeah this is a serious post