10 years ago tonight my best friend/brother committed suicide.
We'd been out for my partners birthday in Newtown. Had a great night.
I got a call from his wife at 8am telling me that she found him in their back yard, done.
The ramifications of it all after is still telling to this day.
It personally fecked me up pretty bad.
In the last year I've finally come to terms with it.
I lost my parents when I was 7, so that means I was always gunna be fecked up anyway, but this one probably hit harder because I was aware what went on.
I lost my partner, and some friends, because of it.
Luckily I've since become friends again with my ex and we spent today together as I'm renovating a Unit she bought.
He was no international star, not even national, but I love the Kent like no other.
This was filmed at Petersham Town Hall by his brother. We had his funeral there.
His brother did all the early Powderfinger clips, including the one with Choc. Did a film too, "Pimped".
I'm not going to apologise for any sorrow, this is The Dead Hard Rockers thread, and he was the hardest rocker of all.