As some of you know 3 years ago i had stage 3 colorectal cancer, imanage to beat it, was a struggle but got through it.
Just after i was diagnosed my wife got breast cancer and she mange to defeat this, well it seemed that way, yesterday she felt ill took her to hospital to be told its back, and we await a result tommorrow terminal.
Its so unfair we have 2 chlldren 13/11, all we ever wanted when both got cancer and given all clear was for us to see them make 18, that for my wife seems a long shot, i have told her to not give in, we can fight through this.
Why am i saying it here, well i need a place o vent we havent told the kids yet we just cant till we see what facing, saying it here i get some of the anger off my chest knowing it is not coming back to them from here to hear, f**k i hate this disease, i told my wife i wish it was me, f*ck she is early 40's