Fast bowler injured. Replacement former grade fast bowler barred from playing by the club because he's a casual player and part timers are available. Then I had three out, and had to rest a player because the club had too many available in 5th grade. I refused so they picked for me. I get no say in fill ins, I wind up with the dregs and it costs us games. They rested my best slipper, we dropped two in slips. They gave me two fat slow blokes in a side that wins games on fielding, and that gets exposed. We failed to defend 185 purely on the chinks in the armour in the field and lacking a strike bowler.
The result isn't what's doing my head in, it's the complete and utter lack of respect for me as skipper