I have borderline personality disorder (BPD). AMA.

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    Dissolving our self-importance ~ Pema Chödron

    http://justdharma.com/s/ycoku

    The fixed idea that we have about ourselves as solid and separate from each other is painfully limiting. It is possible to move through the drama of our lives without believing so earnestly in the character that we play. That we take ourselves so seriously, that we are so absurdly important in our own minds, is a problem for us. We feel justified in being annoyed with everything. We feel justified in denigrating ourselves or in feeling that we are more clever than other people. Self-importance hurts us, limiting us to the narrow world of our likes and dislikes. We end up bored to death with ourselves and our world. We end up never satisfied.

    We have two alternatives: either we question our beliefs — or we don’t. Either we accept our fixed versions of reality, or we begin to challenge them. In Buddha’s opinion, to train in staying open and curious — to train in dissolving our assumptions and beliefs — is the best use of our human lives.

    – Pema Chödron

    from the book "The Places That Scare You: A Guide to Fearlessness in Difficult Times"
    ISBN: 978-1590302651 - http://amzn.to/15MIekU

    Pema Chödron on the web:
    http://pemachodronfoundation.org/
    http://www.shambhala.com/heartadvice/
    http://blog.shambhala.com/catego…/daily-wisdom/pema-chodron/

    Pema Chödron biography:
    http://www.gampoabbey.org/pema-bio.php
     
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    What does BPD feel like?

    https://www.quora.com/What-does-BPD-feel-like

    By Brian Barnett, Interpreter. Artist. Wilderness guru. BPD

    Answered Oct 7

    It feels like absolutely nothing. When you’re walking around ignorant to it, not knowing what Borderline Personality Disorder is, much less that you have it, it feels like absolutely nothing.

    You’re not conscious of it. You’re not aware that it is affecting your emotions, that it’s influencing your behaviors, or that you are any different whatsoever from any other perfectly normal person on the planet.

    What do people feel like today who will learn in ten years that they’ve had a tumor living in them all this time? They feel like normal people. Maybe later they’ll look back and realize that perhaps the little ache after supper wasn’t a normal thing, or that the weight loss wasn’t due to the new job.

    After one emerges from ignorance and realizes all the negative effects of Borderline Personality Disorder, that is when things feel weird. For example, you realize all that past emotional turmoil was way outside the realm of ‘normal’, and completely unnecessary.

    You feel sad for having been a puppet for so long to the lasting effects of emotional negligence and abuse in childhood, which you had never before realized was anything other than the ‘normal’ way families show love.

    You mourn life’s losses for new reasons. Divorces, romantic opportunities, friendships. They’re not just losses anymore, they’re losses your ignorance caused and earlier education/intervention could have prevented.

    You struggle to catch up to normal, appropriate emotional development for your age group, which includes settling into your real identity and letting it appropriately mature.

    It feels like lots of things in recovery. But when BPD is developing inside of you and even while it is at its zenith, it feels like absolutely, positively nothing. You can’t feel what you’re completely unaware of.

    https://www.quora.com/What-does-BPD-feel-like
     
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