Thank you but I am truly embarrassed that I ever let it get that far. Funnily enough I am now down to 84kgs and I was originally happy just to get below 100.
My Dr told me to stop losing weight when I was 88 ( 2 weeks ago) but I need to keep this routine as it is working so well and I am just used to it now.
Also, the fact that I have so much loose skin the only thing I see in the mirror is that 140kg + merkin and that is what drives me. I know I've lost heaps, as in the rational part of me but the mental patient in me just hates that I don't look like I should for my weight and height.
Weight wise I am not longer classed as overweight but the loose skin makes me believe I am.
But the saddest part of all is that we are in the middle of a pandemic and essentially locked down and my problems are nothing in comparison to the situation you look like you are about to be in and I am very aware of that but the demons are still there.
But I certainly aint looking for sympathy either, just literally talking shit