I just have an uneasy, sinking feeling about this season. We would've won today with Buderus, Cross, Gidley and Hilder playing. The Tigers won that match on one factor alone - all key players took the field.
I know some of you will jump up and down and say our depth is strong and we will be fine, but you have to start wondering if the combination of a shocking draw, unfortunate injuries and suspensions, and the loss of key players for rep duties is going to destroy all our momentum.
Despite playing some brilliant football, consistently being spoken about as one of the really tops sides in this year's comp, being compeititve in every match we've played and knocking off some of the competition heavyweights....... ....
where has it actually got us? Outside the top 8 and with more games to come with no Gidley, Buderus, Cross, Hilder.
This not even slightly a criticism of our efforts by the way. We have been sensational and I believe the type of football we are playing with attacking threats all over the park combined with newfound solid and desperate defence, makes us a genuine top 6 side. If things went our way we are one of the best teams in the competition and would definately have a chance as long as we make the finals with close to our best team.
What upsets and frustrates me is the very possible outcome of all the little things going against us and it being a season of 'what could've been'.
Look at the 2 points the Dragons picked up this weekend (not to mention the Eagles, Sharks). That was just an absolute gift 2 points against a reserve grade side. The Knights just seem to have to fight so hard for every single win, with nowhere near enough 'cheap wins'' if you like.
Even during the rep season when we are missing the core of our side, we get drawn to play 3 teams who between them lose just 1 player to Origin duty (Tigers, Bulldogs, Eagles with Stewart the only Origin player missing).
Little things like this just can't be underestimated. It CAN be the difference between 6th and 10th at the end of the year.
We don't play any sides during the Origin period who have key players missing or backing up. Not once!!! And yet overall we have to play 2 matches against the Roosters, Titans, Broncos and Storm. I can't believe that with that draw, there's not even one occassion where we play one of those sides when they are a bit depleted like we are the moment.
It's hard to comprehend some of the teams that are now above us on the table. All the coaches, players, commentators etc are constantly mentioning what a quality side we are this year and I have heard numerous comments along the lines of "Knights were a bit unlucky today, but they will definately be there when the whips are cracking, they're a very strong team".
But compliments won't get us into the finals.
Not to mention that even after having both byes in the first 11 rounds we won't be in the top 8.
Does anyone else share these concerns? The competition is too tight these days to just say "it will be ok in the end". In my opinion we have to prepare for the very real possibility that the little things could cost us an extremely promising season (and I said 'could', not 'will' - I'm not being over pessimistic here, just realistic and cautious).
The funny thing is, I haven't been this happy about the Knights in years. I just love watching us play. We are one of the truly entertaining teams, all our matches have been fairly high quality. The team spirit is great. The skill level is amazing.
I just wish all these positives added up to more competition points!
I know some of you will jump up and down and say our depth is strong and we will be fine, but you have to start wondering if the combination of a shocking draw, unfortunate injuries and suspensions, and the loss of key players for rep duties is going to destroy all our momentum.
Despite playing some brilliant football, consistently being spoken about as one of the really tops sides in this year's comp, being compeititve in every match we've played and knocking off some of the competition heavyweights....... ....
where has it actually got us? Outside the top 8 and with more games to come with no Gidley, Buderus, Cross, Hilder.
This not even slightly a criticism of our efforts by the way. We have been sensational and I believe the type of football we are playing with attacking threats all over the park combined with newfound solid and desperate defence, makes us a genuine top 6 side. If things went our way we are one of the best teams in the competition and would definately have a chance as long as we make the finals with close to our best team.
What upsets and frustrates me is the very possible outcome of all the little things going against us and it being a season of 'what could've been'.
Look at the 2 points the Dragons picked up this weekend (not to mention the Eagles, Sharks). That was just an absolute gift 2 points against a reserve grade side. The Knights just seem to have to fight so hard for every single win, with nowhere near enough 'cheap wins'' if you like.
Even during the rep season when we are missing the core of our side, we get drawn to play 3 teams who between them lose just 1 player to Origin duty (Tigers, Bulldogs, Eagles with Stewart the only Origin player missing).
Little things like this just can't be underestimated. It CAN be the difference between 6th and 10th at the end of the year.
We don't play any sides during the Origin period who have key players missing or backing up. Not once!!! And yet overall we have to play 2 matches against the Roosters, Titans, Broncos and Storm. I can't believe that with that draw, there's not even one occassion where we play one of those sides when they are a bit depleted like we are the moment.
It's hard to comprehend some of the teams that are now above us on the table. All the coaches, players, commentators etc are constantly mentioning what a quality side we are this year and I have heard numerous comments along the lines of "Knights were a bit unlucky today, but they will definately be there when the whips are cracking, they're a very strong team".
But compliments won't get us into the finals.
Not to mention that even after having both byes in the first 11 rounds we won't be in the top 8.
Does anyone else share these concerns? The competition is too tight these days to just say "it will be ok in the end". In my opinion we have to prepare for the very real possibility that the little things could cost us an extremely promising season (and I said 'could', not 'will' - I'm not being over pessimistic here, just realistic and cautious).
The funny thing is, I haven't been this happy about the Knights in years. I just love watching us play. We are one of the truly entertaining teams, all our matches have been fairly high quality. The team spirit is great. The skill level is amazing.
I just wish all these positives added up to more competition points!