My pup had been gone for 18 months and I still walk across the grass cautiously looking for turds. It's amazing how they change your life.Totally understandable mate, may go on for a week or two like that
In good time the fond and happy memories will take over what your going through now
Mrs Gronk is still not ready to get a new pup. She is still in mourning and I think feels that getting a new dog will dishonour Zac. She called him her 3rd child and FMD she was and still is heartbroken.