I understand Roo where you're comming from. I'm one of those sad folks who is never truly confident before a game.
Last weekend I recall that I struggled to enjoy the game. You could say I was too emotionally invested.
This weekend I am determined to enjoy the game for what it is. Entertainment and a bit of fun. I would love Penrith Panthers to win. but am grown up enough to understand in life you don't always get what you want.
As someone said on twitter after Saturday night's game. The sun will come up next morning, the world will continue to spin on it's axis.....meaning life will go on.
Like many here I've supported the team since the 90's. The lowest of the lows, through the Matty Elliott stare a thon, where Penrith didn't have this wonderful pathways of juniors coming through.
Win lose or draw I will continue to enjoy and love my Penrith Panthers. Because in all things there is always the next game, next year to look forward to.