I have tried, so so hard to get into whites over the last 3 years. I just cannot gst into it, i'll ust have to be patient & wonder if the palate will evolve/change. Still can't go past bold Barossa shiraz, ahhh love it.
If you need something with good depth, try a Marsanne Rousanne Vognier blend. Torbreck does a very good one, with SA doing it best.
It's not ours as far as I know...I think we must have picked up a hell of a lot of it but doing some research the winery is independent and has been around since 1988. So maybe we picked up an export deal that fell through or something.
As for the rest of it, it's over in that they didn't sack me. It's not over in that I'm considering my options legally (given the anxiety shit and other stuff) and am searching for a new job...but at least I have a job