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When Hagan knew it was over
By Dean Ritchie | October 21, 2008 11:00pm
IT was cold, wet and a game which attracted just 7253 fans at a bleak Parramatta Stadium. It was also the match when Eels coach Michael Hagan knew he was tiring of rugby league.
Hagan says the dull game against North Queensland on July 25 - won 16-4 by Parramatta - was the exact moment he knew he had to quit. Hagan did so yesterday, citing a lack of passion, excitement, enthusiasm and energy for the job.
Former St Helens coach Daniel Anderson is expected to be named Hagan's replacement. Sharks assistant coach Shane Flanagan and Eels assistant Matt Cameron are also candidates.
"It was a game against the Cowboys - I wasn't excited about going to the match and I had been excited about footy since I was four years old,'' Hagan revealed. "It was a really long second half (53 minutes because of video refereeing decisions) and I was really bored.
"It just didn't excite me. I pretty much knew that it was a sign. When I finished playing I went into coaching because of the adrenalin rush. I lost that adrenalin rush. I became crook two weeks later. I was exhausted by that time.''
Aside from losing his desire, Hagan spoke about lost time with his family. He has two daughters going into year 12 in Newcastle next year, another into year 10. And the constant drive along the F3 between home and Parramatta finally got to him.
Hagan stressed he would have made the same decision even if Parramatta reached this year's finals. He gives up a contract for 2009 worth about $350,000 and his decision comes with Parramatta to return to pre-season training on Monday.
"I just don't have the energy and enthusiasm that you need to do this role and I think it's only fair that I make that decision now so the club can make the necessary appointment for next year,'' he said.
"If you're not excited about the game and being in games ... that's why I started coaching and I just wasn't feeling that as much. If that's the case I think you are bound to move on and let someone else jump in that is passionate and wants to coach at the highest level.
"I also have some health issues. I was struggling with the demands the game puts on. There is a lot of pressure and a lot of expectation at a club like Parramatta.''
Asked about coaching again, Hagan said: "I think (former coach) Warren Ryan referred to the fact you get cured of coaching at some point and I think I'm nearly cured of it. I'm happy to leave on my terms.''