Crusher said:
there is someone for everyone. In some cases more than one
not true, me, 19 and a half, one girl ever, soon was we f**ked the whole thing went to sh*t, it was the worst time of my life, the whole time i was depressed and sh*t and had to carry her emotions on top of mine and became a total wreck, aint worth it, all my boys have to check with their missus 'can i go the pub' now theyre all pussy whipped and go home like 1am instead of weekend long benders we used to have, plus the majority of chicks are too materialistic and are all about model looks and cash and bla bla...not all i know (so any chicks reading dont get cut),
but the majority of what ive MET HAVE BENN
what i meant with everything happens for a reason is different to like ur life is already planned out, i was gonna go home with my mates one night from the pub, they all pissed and high and so was i, for some reason i said 'nah f**k it ill walk tonight' i did, im alive, theyre not, i wasnt meant to be in that car, they were, as hard as it is to write that, its true, i was supposed to go to the city one day, my mate rang up and i said na i dont feel like going today, 2 hours later my work called 'we've read your application are you available for an interview? now im working and havent looked back, thats the kinda sh*t im talkg about, i dont explain myself very well
with relationships, having been in onlyui one but always the one who has to reassure and comfort friends n sh*t, too many people take the easy option ,its easier to break up or divorce after a fight than to reconcile and just move on, my best mate is dead and i just get over it now like 3 years on, how does a pety fight compare to that? the last thing u say to ur mate is something stupid instead of 'love ya man (no homo)i got ur back u my mate for life' or some sh*t, i donno, im a bit too scattered right now so this sh*t isnt making sense :?
dying to live, living to die :crazy: